I have such a case of mixed emotions and frustrations now, having been offline, and being back. It's like, I have lost my place in a book I was reading, and am so behind on homework I don't know where to begin. I can't tell where I am more needed, or my time is better spent. I feel guilty for even wanting to work on personal projects, and I feel guilty for standing around doing little, when I don't know what to do! Don't get me wrong, I am not looking for a list of chores, but self direction and better time management for myself. Because I look at the goals I had when I signed on, I hear people criticize that they have not been "started" (when they have.) I want to work on those, too.
I could look at it as time to play, to make a change too. But I've done enough sleeping on the job.
Oh shit. that got Emo! I'm just saying I am not trying to be a waste of pixels right now, I'm just kind of at a loss.
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